I am running on hyper energy now. I've run out of seroquel so I have nothing to put me out at night, so I'm sleeping less and less. Last night I had a waking dream that I was having sex with a very sexy man... that much of the deal I can handle. But I can't seem to hit REM sleep which is very hard to put up with during the daylight hours. I'm having repetitive thoughts about my move; not sure if I'm making the right move or not. My friend says that I am absolutely doing the right thing, and so does my logic, but I guess there are no dress rehearsals for this type of thing... you just gotta do it.
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