Sunday, Aprill 17/11

I find that I get overwhelmed with people who treat me less than "normal". I reached a point with a reasonable amount of people, I guess, that I could say that I can operate well in a crowd. And though that may seem or appear to be true, I can assure you that a crowd of people frightens me. I constantly jockey for position, and most of the time I don't know what the position is or should be. It's only been lately that I have noticed such a combative way to communicate. I find Renee very negative sometimes, though I'm sure she could say the same about me. I'm not sure what I want to type but it's more like a need to type. I have some of my work online for people to read, but I haven't been making the obvious choices to promote them evenly in a small way. I'm just not sure what my mother will think. Should I care???